Arundhati Roy : The God of Small Things

But what was there to say?

Only that there were tears. Only that Quietness and Emptiness fitted together like stacked spoons. Only that there was a snuffling in the hollows at the base of a lovely throat. Only that a hard honey-colored shoulder had a semicircle of teethmarks on it. Only that they held each other close, long after it was over. Only that what they shared that night was not happiness, but hideous grief.

Only that once again they broke the Love Laws. That lay down who should be loved. And how. And how much.

firefly quotes mert MUSZAJ <3

Jayne: "Testing, testing. Captain, can you hear me?"
Mal: "I'm standing right here."
Jayne: "You're coming through good and loud."
Mal: " 'Cause I'm standing right here."



Zoe: "Proximity alert. Must be coming up on something."
Wash: (alarmed) "Oh my god. What can it be? We're all doomed! Who's flying this thing!?" (deadpan) "Oh right, that would be me. Back to work."
[imadom : DDDDDDDDDDDD]


Mal: "Does, uh... does this seem kind of tight?"
Kaylee: "Shows off your backside. Did you see the chandelier? It's hovering."
Kaylee: "These girls have the most beautiful dresses. And so do I-- how 'bout that!"

Mal: "Yeah, well, just be careful. We cheated Badger out of good money to buy that frippery, and you're supposed to make me look respectable."
Kaylee: "Yessir, Captain Tight Pants."



Mal: "Well, look at this! Appears we got here just in the nick of time. Whaddya suppose that makes us?"
Zoe: "Big damn heroes, sir."
Mal: "Ain't we just!"


Book: "If you take sexual advantage of her, you're going to burn in a very special level of hell. A level they reserve for child molesters and people who talk at the theater."

BEST.SCENE.EVER.

Wash:
"Everything looks good from here... (beat...playing with plastic dinosaurs over his console) Yes. Yes, this is a fertile land, and we will thrive."

(as Stegosaurus) "We will rule over all this land, and we will call it... 'This Land'."

(as T-Rex) "I think we should call it...your grave!"

(Stegosaurus) "Ah, curse your sudden but inevitable betrayal!"

(T-Rex) "Ha ha HA! Mine is an evil laugh...now die!"

thomas edison's last words were 'it's very beautiful over there.' i don't know where there is, but i believe it's somewhere, and i hope it's beautiful.

sin like you mean it

Paulie Bleeker: I still have your underwear.
Juno MacGuff: I still have your virginity.
Paulie Bleeker: Would you shut up?

Juno MacGuff: I think I'm in love with you.
Paulie Bleeker: You mean as friends?
Juno MacGuff: No... I mean for real. 'Cause you're, like, the coolest person I've ever met, and you don't even have to try, you know...
Paulie Bleeker: I try really hard, actually.

Didi: Stu, what are you doing?
Stu: Making chocolate pudding.
Didi: It’s four o’clock in the morning! Why on earth are you making chocolate pudding?
Stu: Because I’ve lost control of my life

you don't realize how much it means to me when you say that you remember

grandpa: nothing gave buttercup as much pleasure as ordering westley around.
buttercup: farm boy, polish my horse's saddle. i want to see my face shining in it by morning.
westley: as you wish.
grandpa: "as you wish" was all he ever said to her.
buttercup: farm boy, fill these with water - please.
westley: as you wish.
grandpa: that day, she was amazed to discover that when he was saying "as you wish", what he meant was, "i love you." And even more amazing was the day she realized she truly loved him back.

'what does it profit a man if he gain the whole world and lose'-how does the quotation run?
'his own soul'?

vonzóbb volt számára valamit bírni, majd elveszteni, mint egyszerűen csak lemondani mindkettőről. mert egész élete lemondásokkal volt teli. de még sohasem volt semmi igazán az övé, és sohasem veszített el valamit.

I have another scenario for you - I'm in love with you. I apologize for the blunt delivery, but as problematic as this fact may be, I'm in love... with YOU. I'm not feeling this because you're leaving, and not because it feels good to feel this way... which, by the way, it does, or did before you went off like that. I can't figure out the mathematics of this, I just know I love you. I can't believe how many times I'm saying it! And I never thought I'd feel this way again, so that's pretty phenomenal. And I realize that I come as a package deal: 3 for the price of 1. I know my package, perhaps in the light of day, isn't all that wonderful, but I finally know what I want and that, in itself, is a miracle. And what I want is YOU.

my lips may promise, but my heart is a whore.

i really DO hate love

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

LOVED THIS.

- you're a hypocrate and i don't associate with hypocrates.
- how am i a hypocrate?
- oh please, you've spend all of your time preaching about waiting for love.now here it is right in front of you and you're gonna turn your back on it. so i guess we are just fucked. i'll move on. but you, you're gonna have to spend the rest of your life knowing that you turn a back on love. and THAT makes you a hypocrate.

unfortunately.

- do you like me?
- define like.

you know sometimes

it's just all the same.

Blair: Whatever you're going through, I wanna be there for you.
Chuck: We've talked about this. You are not my girlfriend.
Blair: But I am me. And you are you. We're Chuck and Blair. Blair and Chuck. The worst thing you've ever done, the darkest thought you've ever had, I will stand by you through anything.
Chuck: And why would you do that?
Blair: Because I love you.
Chuck: Well, that's too bad.

here we go again

i don't know why
why can't we
why can't we be together
but i love it, you know
nothing
absolutely nothing
but it's a great one.

how could i possibly know...?

Yeah, you know you’re probably right. How could I possibly know how hard it is to let somebody go, right? The pain of knowing that even though you’re right for each other, that doesn’t necessarily mean that you’re right for each other right now. But what would I know about that, right? How could I possibly know that sometimes it just makes you wanna scream, hit somebody, sit down at the end of a dock and cry?

how would you know...?

Louis Connelly: [shouting across the road to Lyla] Lyla! Lyla! Lyla!
[Smile fades]
Marshall: [Coming up behind Lewis] Lewis! Do you remember what dad used to say about princesses, huh? They're always looking for their prince... and you aint no prince brother!
Louis Connelly: How would YOU know?... What am i going to do now?

gyönyörű <3

Louis Connelly: [listening to the music on the roof with Lyla] Can you hear that?
Lyla Novacek: What is that?
Louis Connelly: It's a wish
Lyla Novacek: Now what does that sound like?
Louis Connelly: [singing] well it's a marvelous night for a moondance, with the stars up above in your eyes, a fantabulous night to make romance, 'neath the cover of October skies...
Louis Connelly: When I was a Young fello, I used to talk to the moon
Lyla Novacek: Are you making that up?
Louis Connelly: God I haven't done it in a long time
Lyla Novacek: Did it ever talk back?
Louis Connelly: Well it used to, now I just find myself sitting up here talking to meself, like a loon
Lyla Novacek: well I'm here
Louis Connelly: yes, you are...
Lyla Novacek: [watching Louis stare at her] what are you looking at?
Louis Connelly: you...
[they lean in and kiss]

music is all around us.

all you have to is listen.

AUGUST RUSH <3

sometimes i think i can right through myself.

maybe it's because you were never really real to begin with i've just made you up to hurt myself.

and it worked.
YES IT DID!

oh sweet rooney, why are you doing this to me?

you don't know what's right anymore,
you think your love is just a score,
are you too young or afraid to grow up?
you can work this out if you both try
it's hard to cheat but harder to lie
is this what you want or just a passing through?
maybe you should think about it
before you go and break her heart
maybe you need more time to decide
ask yourself 'what for?'
[...]
you wanted her and you got her
but you're still too careless with your words
if you let her go, she'll move on
find someone, she's never coming back
how can you live with that?

don't ask questions you don't want answers to.

it's your age, it's my rage.

you're too complicated, we should separate it.
you're just confiscating, you're exasperating.
this degeneration, mental masturbation.
think i'll leave it all behind, save this bleeding heart of mine.

inside my heart is breaking
my makeup may be flaking
but my smile still stays on
the show must go on.

kedves facebookteszt, ez ijesztő.

Those born on the Pisces-Aries cusp are typically outspoken individuals who are either admired or misunderstood. It is rare that you would change for anyone and through insistence you tend to get your way. You carry both characteristics of the watery Pisces and fiery Aries. You are both a doer and a dreamer. You grasp concepts quickly and are often impatient with those who move more slowly. Dealing with failure is often difficult for you, in the occasion that it does happen (which is not often) it usually leaves you baffled and bewildered. Rarely however does anyone succeed at breaking your spirit or cause you from moving ahead. You are able to love deeply and passionately but are not often monogamous. An open relationship most likely what works best for you. You are a highly independent soul but you also have an affinity for your family and friends. Strengths: straightforward – intuitive - passionate Weaknesses: misunderstood – impatient - unrealistic

be happy for this moment

this moment is your life.

áltfilo agyfasz.

nem biirom, minden tul van bonyolitva, hogy úgy tűnjön, mintha okosak lennénk.
robert boyle: "there is one catholick or universal matter common to all bodies"
ami a jegyzet szerint azt jelenti, hogy : az anyag egy homogén, kiterjedt, végtelenül osztható és áthatolhatatlan szubsztancia.
WTF?

lehetne az egész angolul, akkor nem esne nehezemre megtanulni : /

és milyen stilus már : http://tomsturridge.net/photos/displayimage.php?pid=2431&fullsize=1

meg amugyis fuck knows where i'll be és sörözik és chain smoker és kayaval egy cikkben <3

yesssssssss.

most komolyan, mi szükség van erre? a francabamár.

van, hogy eljön az a pont, hogy egyszerűen szerelmes vagy valakibe. nem azért, mert az a valaki jó vagy rossz, nem azért, mert valamilyen. egyszerűen csak szereted. és még csak azt sem jelenti, hogy onnantól fogva ásó, kapa, nagyharang. ahogy azt sem, hogy soha nem fogjátok megbántani egymást. egyszerűen azt jelenti, hogy szerelmes vagy, szereted szívedből. néha azért, amilyen, néha pont annak ellenére. és tudod, hogy az a valaki is szeret téged, néha azért, aki vagy, néha meg pont annak ellenére.

you've got a swagger of a champion, too bad for you, you just can't find the right companion, i guess when you have one too many, makes it hard it could be easy who you are, just who you are, baby.

i told you were an ass i just didn't realize you were a royal one.

- so killing mends a broken heart?
- no, but it's good fun.

*misses merlin like fuck*

yesterday love was such an easy game to play.

All you need is Faith, Trust and Pixie Dust!
<3

- what do you do if someone you love lets you down? really fucks you over.
- you must try to stop loving them.
- and, is that possible?
- no, i don’t think so.

girls do what they want, boys do what they can.

- we'd be good together. don't you think?
- no.
- why?
- because i'll break your heart.
- maybe i'll break yours.
- nobody breaks my heart. and anyway, why would i want that?

what's the fun in playing safe?

i think i'd rather misbehave.

“I’m not a stop along the way. I’m a destination.”

gyuriburi most hívott amerikából.
énis amerikába akarok menni.
hiányzik gyuriburi.
: (

i've got time while she's got freedom cause when a heart breaks no, it don't break even.

oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
you took your suitcase, i took the blame.
now i'm try'na make sense of what little remains
cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

just so you know these feelings taking control over me and i can't help it.
just you should know i tried my best to let go of you but i don't want to.

if it didn't matter you wouldn't been thinking about it all the fucking time.

I have an itch that only Chuck can scratch and he won't oblige unless I tell him I love him.

oh crap.

holy shit

ostoba vagyok mint egy száraz pulykásszendvics.
sikeresen továbbonyolítottam az életemet, ahogy csak kell.
fuckyeah.

Serena: And you're acting like a total bitch because you're not hormonal?
Blair: Maybe I am a total bitch, did you ever think about that?

mit csináljak?

ér megalázkodni valakiért akit szeretsz?

mindjárt

csinálom ezt az effing projectet országismeretre csak ANNYIRA de annyira nincs kedvem : /
gyuribucsubulin annyira nem éreztem jól magam, pedig úgy szerettem volna, de borzasztó volt az érzés, hogy...rossz volt, na. most meg szarul éreztem magam és bűntudatom van, hogy nem maradtam ott, de képtelen voltam rá, előkaptam volna egy shotgunt és szétlövöm a kibaszott fejét annak a seggfejnek, nem nem nem, komolyan : S
megalázó és rohadt rossz érzés, hogy nem tudom elnyomni az érzéseimet meg a sértettségemet egy barátomért... önző dög vagyok, ez többször is bebizonyosodott este. majd ma felhívom és bocsánatot kérek. nem tudom mi van velem, mindenkitől bocsánatot kérek, akit szeretek. lehet, hogy kezdek felnőni vagy nem is tudom. reméljük nem : D
ma este paloma kis barátjának koncertre megyünk és utána még nem tudom mi lesz... igyekszem, hogy ne legyen megint az érzelmeimnek...vagy a élt érzelmeimnek hatásra rám, nem szeretek rossz behatás hatására cselekedni... túl sok a hatás és ez egész mondat magyartalan, sebaj.
dissel beszélni kéne. DIS !

túl sok random csók volt ezen a héten, túlzottan confused vagyok, nem tudom mit tegyek és azt sem tudom mit gondolok. kiről, mit, kivel, mikor, nem értem.
én csak egy kis póni vagyok : /

ma búcsúbuli

paloma sehol és nem tudom lesz-e színes cukormáz a tortán : (
gyuri meg hiányozni fog
és különben is mit vegyek fel fbdbgfklbglb?!
lennénk már ott és lennék már részeg.
köszönjük.

okey-dokey, baby, i WANT you.

it's like i'm not me.

de de de nagyon olyan.
somebody save me.

idk.

nem akarok elmenni erre a randira, nem érzem, hogy bármennyire is érdeklődnék a férfiak iránt.
mi értelme van minden héten más egyszerű normális emberrel találkozni, ha az akivel akarnál fura, zavaros, érthetetlen és nem kellenek úgysem a normális emberek?
soha nem fogom megérteni magam...hogy értene meg akkor a többi ember?
shit, a dolgoknak semmi, de semmi értelme nincsen.

to get something, you must give something away.
to hold something, you must give something away.
to love something, you must give something away.

official chris pine night.

hajnalig a filmjeit nézem, mértéktelen mennyiségű kaját tömök az arcomba, dohányzom és eldöntöm, hogy ő lesz a férjem, vagy ő lesz férjem : D
egyelőre blind dating, just my luck és princess diaries 2...kéne valami live blogging vagy akármi : DDDD

gyerekek a star trek zseniális volt, köszönjük, kedves jj abrams.
zac quinto fentesztik spock !
chris pine meg gyönyörű kirk.
na, kivel mikor nézzem meg újraa? : D

a fészbukk meghalt, félembernek érzem magam.
és ráadásul pont akkor, mikor le akartam írni a sok hülye amerikainak, aki örül a holnapi startrek jegyének, hogy én már láttam és mwahaha : D

nem térek magamhoz.
a végén mindenki tapsolt és uu, velem ilyen még soha nem volt. tapsoló emberek egy moziban. akik tapsolnak a VÁSZONNAK. én is akartam, de túlzottan le voltam nyűgözve. de ők tapsoltak.
FANTASZTIKUS.

[ps. aki megnézi szinkronnal, az nem a barátom többé.]

<3

Nicholas: Fantastic Party.
Mia: it is.
Nicholas: You and Andrew make such a lovely couple.
Mia: We do, thanks.
Nicholas: It's a shame you're not attracted to him tough.
Mia: I know.
[ Nicholas smiles and walks away ]
Mia: You.....I....Come back here.
[ Mia follows him ]
Mia: I will have you know, that i am very attracted to Andrew.
Nicholas: Well, obviously.
Mia: I am. He is.....we are perfect for each other. He understands me.
Nicholas: Understands you? WOW. What Passion. I didnt hear you mention love.
Mia: Whatever. You're just jealous.
Nicholas: Why would i be jealous of Andrew? He's got to spend the rest of his life with...YOU.
[ Mia hits him. ]
Mia: I loathe you.
[ Nicholas hits her back.]
Nicholas: I loathe YOU.
Mia: I loathed you first.

LOVE.

nem bííírom tovább.

wolverine múvi sucks.

próbálok nem gondolni rá.
anyway már kedd van, szóval HOLNAP startrekk <3
és bruhoháhhá zachary quinto: D

"A host of TV celebrities are the latest to be announced for this year's Celebrity Soccer Six tournament, to be held at Stamford Bridge on Sunday, May 24.
(...)
Luke Pasqualino, Freddie from Skins, will be taking part while Luke Bailey, Marley in Waterloo Road has enlisted the help of co-star Dean Smith (Ryan), Shameless' Elliot Tittensor, Carl Gallagher in the show, and Merlin star Bradley James (King Arthur)."

nekem erről képek kellenek, luuuuuke &&&&& bradleyyyyy <3
ja, és a stamfordon volt.
bárcsak angliában lettem volna : (

i can see through you, see your true colours, 'cause inside you're ugly, you're ugly like me.

" It would degrade me to marry Heathcliff now; so he shall never know how i love him; and that, not because he's handsome, but because HE'S MORE MYSELF THAN I AM. Whatever our souls are made of, his and mine are the same; and Linton's is a different as a moonbeam from lightning, or frost from fire."

everything that's any fun is either immortal, illegal or fattening.

but from the time being i don't care.

AKARLAK !

One thing about being on top of the world, it gives you a long, long way to fall.

too much truth in that.

ó nahát.

a depresszió tünetei:

- a nap legnagyobb részében és csaknem minden nap levert hangulat,
- az érdeklődés és az öröm jelentős csökkenése minden vagy majdnem minden tevékenységben a nap túlnyomó részében, és majdnem minden nap,
- insomnia/hypersomnia csaknem minden nap,
- gátoltság csaknem minden nap,
- fáradtság csaknem minden nap,
- értéktelenség érzése, vagy kifejlett inadekvát önvádlás/ bűntudat szinte minden nap,
- a halál gondolatával való gyakori foglalkozás, visszatérő öngyilkossági gondolatok konkrét terv nélkül,
- csökkentett gondolkodási/döntési/összpontosítási képesség.


és nem vagyok hipohonder.
sajnos.

One thing is certain on the Upper East Side - what goes around, comes around.

both chuck and nate are liars.
what is it, blair? can't you be the queen anymore?



never again will i trust a man. never.

wish i were special, so fucking special.

muszáj rágyújtanom, kifolyik az agyam, kifolyik a szívem, nem látok, sírok, borzasztó minden.
nem értem, hogy lettem ilyen.
miért.
nem értem.

blair: [sighs] you nauseate me.
chuck: all this talk about how you have to be with nate or the world will end. face it, it's over.
blair: you sound like a jealous boyfriend.
chuck: yeah, right. you wish.
blair: [scoffs] no. you wish.
chuck: please. you forget who you're talking to...
blair: so do you. do you like me?
chuck: [after a pause] define like.
blair: oh. you have got to be kidding. i do not believe this.
chuck: how do you think i feel? i haven't slept. i feel sick, like there's something in my stomach... fluttering.
blair: butterflies? oh, no, no, no, no. this is not happening.
chuck: believe me, no one is more surprised, or ashamed than I am.
blair: chuck, you know that i adore all of god's creatures and the metaphors that they inspire. but, these butterflies? got to be murdered.
chuck: [considers it] fine... it wasn't that great, anyway.
blair: thanks.

never good enough.

most már mindegy is amúgy... kár, hogy pont az önbizalomépítő-tréningem közepén történt, de hát izé.
amúgy meg sonkadarabok vannak a hajamban és fél óra múlva el kellene indulnom az egyetemre, miközben nem tudom, mit kellett volna olvasnom USA civilizationre és pizsamában kávézom.
buu.

we don’t see things as they are, we see them as we are.

üdv a felnőtt életben.
ez egyszerűen remek.